When I am, as it were, completely myself, entirely
alone, and of good cheer -say, travelling in a carriage, or walking
after a good meal, or during the night when I cannot sleep; it is on
such occasions that my ideas flow best and most abundantly. Whence
and how they come, I know not; nor can I force them. Those ideas that
please me I retain in memory, and am accustomed, as I have been told,
to hum them to myself. If I continue in this way, it soon occurs to me
how I may turn this or that morsel to account, so as to make a good
dish of it, that is to say, agreeably to the rules of counterpoint, to
the peculiarities of the various instruments, etc.
All this fires my soul, and, provided I am not
disturbed, my subject enlarges itself, becomes methodised and defined,
and the whole, though it be long, stands almost complete and finished
in my mind, so that I can survey it, like a fine picture of a
beautiful statue, at a glance. Nor do I hear in my imagination the
parts successively, but I hear them, as it were, all at once (gleich
alles zusammen). What a delight this is I cannot tell! All this
inventing, this producing, takes place in a pleasing lively dream.
Still the actual hearing of the tout ensemble is after all the best.
What has been thus produced I do not easily forget, and this is
perhaps the best gift I have my Divine Maker to thank for.
When I proceed to write down my ideas, I take
out of the bag of my memory, if I may use that phrase, what has been
previously collected into it in the way I have mentioned. For this
reason the committing to paper is done quickly enough, for everything
is, as I said before, already finished; and it rarely differs on
paper from what it was in my imagination. At this occupation I can
therefore suffer myself to be disturbed; for whatever may be going on
around me, I write, and even talk, but only of fowls and geese, or of
Gretel or Barbel, or some such matters. But why my productions take from
my hand that particular form and style that makes them Mozartish, and
different from the works of other composers, is probably owing to the
same cause which renders my nose so large or so aquiline, or, in
short, makes it Mozart's, and different from those of other people.
For I really do not study or aim at any originality.
"A Letter," from Life of Mozart, by Edward Holmes
The Creative Process, ed. by Brewster Ghiseli
The Creative Process, ed. by Brewster Ghiseli
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