When I am, as it were, completely myself,   entirely 
alone, and of good cheer -say, travelling in a carriage, or walking   
after a good meal, or during the night when I cannot sleep; it is on 
such   occasions that my ideas flow best and most abundantly. Whence 
and how they   come, I know not; nor can I force them. Those ideas that 
please me I retain in   memory, and am accustomed, as I have been told, 
to hum them to myself. If I   continue in this way, it soon occurs to me
 how I may turn this or that morsel to   account, so as to make a good 
dish of it, that is to say, agreeably to the rules   of counterpoint, to
 the peculiarities of the various instruments, etc.
All this fires my soul, and, provided I am not   
disturbed, my subject enlarges itself, becomes methodised and defined, 
and the   whole, though it be long, stands almost complete and finished
 in my mind, so   that I can survey it, like a fine picture of a 
beautiful statue, at a glance.   Nor do I hear in my imagination the 
parts successively, but I hear them, as it   were, all at once (gleich 
alles zusammen). What a delight this is I cannot tell!   All this 
inventing, this producing, takes place in a pleasing lively dream.   
Still the actual hearing of the tout ensemble is after all the best. 
What has   been thus produced I do not easily forget, and this is 
perhaps the best gift I   have my Divine Maker to thank for.
When I proceed to write down my ideas, I take   
out of the bag of my memory, if I may use that phrase, what has been 
previously   collected into it in the way I have mentioned. For this 
reason the committing to   paper is done quickly enough, for everything 
is, as I said before, already   finished; and it rarely differs on 
paper from what it was in my imagination. At   this occupation I can 
therefore suffer myself to be disturbed; for whatever may   be going on 
around me, I write, and even talk, but only of fowls and geese, or   of 
Gretel or Barbel, or some such matters. But why my productions take from
 my   hand that particular form and style that makes them Mozartish, and
 different   from the works of other composers, is probably owing to the
 same cause which   renders my nose so large or so aquiline, or, in 
short, makes it Mozart's, and   different from those of other people. 
For I really do not study or aim at any   originality.
"A Letter," from Life of Mozart, by Edward   Holmes
The Creative Process, ed. by Brewster Ghiseli
The Creative Process, ed. by Brewster Ghiseli

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